Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Fuck Dad

Academics
- Do extra studies at least 7 hrs a week
- Get High Distinction in the ICAS English
- Average placing below 90
- To know roughly what direction to go after form 5
- Upgrade my reading material

Health
- Maintain my weight
- Jump more so as to grow taller
- Try to eat breakfast every morning
- Go to the gym at least once a week

Life Style
- Clean my room at least once a week
- Improve self-cleanliness
- Improve on budgeting
- Wake up earlier when I can

Extras
- Remain in touch with old friends
- Keep updated of the daily news
- Wrap every book I treasure
- Actually finish reading books that I buy


This are my actual aims for next year. But at every year's family meeting, we get fucked up pretty bad. So, me, being so sek zhor, typed out another copy of my aims, and edited it a bit. Okay, a LOT. For exp, I cut out everything non-academic, then I elaborate sehingga sangat hiperbola about how I want to improve on my studies.

But then at the meeting, I was a bit shocked. He was not only strict this time, he was harsh. And to mum too(Grrr.). Do you wanna know the conclusion of the meeting? Everyone was wrong, and he was right. Next year will be a tough year for me, because my phone will be consficated, I'll be banned from the cinema, and absolutely no music for me. Dad came up with this. He says I have to do 9 hrs a week+all my tuitions. He says he'll tie me to the chair if he has to. To top it up, I'm a puifat.

Don't I really hate Dad now.
Fuck you.

PMR results

I suck.


Early morning I woke up and I think :'Oh, Shit.' Got ready and went to school at around 10. We gathered in the hall; saw everyone with super-long hair. Apparently, we're supposed to wear school uniform; I wore school Tshirt and jeans; but the high-edued fella said my attire can be accepted, so, *sigh in relieve*. Saw CL and I don't really feel like talking to him, so I ignored him. Heh, I'm evil. So anyway, the high-edued fella just talked for a long time, trying to drag time. Now I'm dragging my time. I got 4A's and 4B's.


I told you : I suck.


Go on, rub it in.
You know you want to.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Rants

These few years are the years that will determine our personality later on;
I'm your daughter, are you sure you wanna destroy me just like that?

Thursday, December 25, 2008

'Chris't-mas

Christmas this year turned out to be just so-so. At least it isn't bad. We rented the snooker table and ordered pizzas. Then I called everyone over for a little Christmas party. It went on pretty well and only ended at around 12. After that, dad's attitude changed immediately and ask us all to slave around, washing dishes, cleaning up the living room, etc etc. Ah, well, no day is a perfect day, I guess.

When I finally retreated into my room later, I suddenly just feel this pang of emotion, and I just miss him so much.

Hurry up and come back. I miss you.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

I'm back, guys.

I've just come back from a trip to Shanghai. Suprisingly, it turned out very good, considering the things that happened during the holidays. Dad has just crush my 2 months holidays into dust. I so hate him now. But at leat he's still in a good mood.

*a little while later*
RY and CS has just told me the results are coming out tomorrow. owh, great. Just great. Just what I need to crush my dad's good mood and start my life in hell. Happy Chrismas.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

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OH. MY. GOD. I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!
OMG, I'M SO EXCITED!!!
OMG, I'm so excited!
I'm so excited!
I'm excited!
I'm excited...
Or am I?
Do I really wanna go?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Winnie and me


We design T-shirts.
We jump on beds.

We act crazy.
We take pictures.

And we SHOP.

I've just realise the last time I talked to her, excluding this time, is at a family function. And I was struggling to find a topic.

People have to bond to... ...bond.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Shop, Shop, Shop!

Erm, went to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with CS. Just the two of us in a shopping mall with lots of SALES without parents and with CA$H and camera, the only thing we can do(or we wanna do) is shop, eat, and vained ourselves. Mwahahah! Here is de holey pictures.

The chrismas-tree figure

"Wey!! I have breasts okay!"

She didn't actually know she had icing on her mouth until I showed her this picture.

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Malaysian in Melbourne. Suffering from homesickness, extreme bitchiness, and the chronic disease of procrastination. Wanderlust-er in a love-hate relationship with chocolate. A petite little piece of shit. Confidence fluctuates at the most horrendous timings. Living this thing called life and trying to get my thigh gap back.

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