Some people are just so goddamn fake. Mrs. S1 say she will fail all her 3 sciences. Puh-lease. Tell someone who cares why don't you. I really, really hate people like that. Like, really, truly, genuinely HATE people like that. I mean it's OK to say that when you really think you'll fail. But everytime you say that you end up getting 80+. Then you look at people consolingly and say :' Aiyo, my results sucks lah!' What the feck girl. Go get a life. Oh wait. You already have one, and it's surrounded by revision books.

Another thing I really hate, and it always happens when exams are near. Some people are just so selfish that they don't care whether they're disturbing people or not. Someone's habit is covering her ears and reciting her notes out loud. Doing it in your room is OK, but doing it when there are other people around who obviously want to study too, that's NOT ok. Especially when you know your voice so high frequency(excuse me for the scientific term, it's exam time.) that only dogs can hear. Waliao, don't make me slap you lor. It's just cause I'm so angelic(A-hem!) I don't say it to your face. I know that you have somebody to back you up, but that doesn't make you all that dua liap. Hmph. I also more dua liap than you lah.

Being sick during the exams is way annoying. When you're writing :'Joseph haruslah mengamalkan nilai *sniff* mematuhi peraturan dan undang undang. *sniff* Joseph haruslah menerima dan *sniff* mematuhi peraturan dan undang-undang yang *sniff* telah ditetapkan tanpa mengira *sniff* sesiapa dan di mana seseorang itu *sniff* berada.' So damn annoying. Fever not helping either. I've been sweating like mad. And I don't talk much anymore cause my throat hurts. FML.

JY

I want time to fly.

-I miss Jay Why! Cannot even open cos then I'll be lured into updating. XD
-I haven't seen places except home, school, library and tuition.
-I'm so fed-up with them. Useless bastards, effing time wasters, everyone with birdy jiao faces.
-I'm so suffocating under my revision books.
-Coffee. Where will I be without it.
-I haven't talked about my lil bro in ages, it wasn't as difficult as before now.
-I don't eat well, I don't sleep well, I don't shit well. Must be stress, I'm overworking myself. XD
-I don't get hypocrites. How can someone be OK with me saying feck but not OK with me saying bird. Don't tell me you don't swear. AND you're a guy.
-My brother is coming back this holidays. Haven't talk to him in a while.
-I am NOT falling in like. Currently no one interests me. Please stop giving me 'the' look everyone.
-Why can't they write textbooks like the Horrible book series? If they do I'll be studying everyday.

OK, that's it with the updating. Will update more and update nicer after exams. Excuse me while I go study.Like this.

JY
As much as I hate the spams on FB
I really do hate exams.

Top 5 EWWs this week

-No wonder my eyes are so freaking tired and bloodshot. Today I saw SUANbody's pink bra. EWWWW.

-Yesterday while chatting to mah (male) twin, I typed 'panis' instead of 'panic'. EWWWW

-I have been extremely sweaty this week. Double Eww.

-I saw Khor A.N. and Lim S.L's raisins. Triple EWWWW.

-Lim H.M. dripped coffee on the back of her white blouse yesterday and she didn't know it. Some more walk until hiu hiu hiu her buttocks. And I heard Juin Chong slapped her butt. EWWWWWWWW MAX!

I am so supposed to be studying now, but I've figured if I don't update a bit my blog is gonna seh koh. So yours truly is here. XD

My emotions are super freaked up these days. I reach home after school on most days and I think: Is this a good day or a bad day? And I ponder over it while i eat while I bath while I'm napping, and I still can't make up my mind. Sometimes I wonder, should I or should I not let all these things affect me so easily? I tend to go flow, like when there's something happy, I'll be all smiles. My moods get dyed by my surroundings so easily. But when there's something even slightly not good then I let myself fall head over my huge ass over it. I'm thinking of Keane's Snowed Under. I don't know why I waste my time, getting worked up about the things you say when I open my eyes and it's a lovely day. Wish I could say the same... ...

Studying seems like a good escape LOL. (The more reason to not be here.) I do try, real real hard. They just don't see me anymore. No one noticed that I've improved 21 overall placings, they just care that I'm the last 5 in my class. Not even a nod of approval.

Sometimes I wonder whether I'll shrivel up, smaller and smaller and smaller until I disappear. I wonder whether they'll even notice. Then I realized although I keep saying I don't care, I do. I do want to.

I have to steal minutes on the web. This blog will be running cold again. I'll try to backdate my posts as much as possible, but right now this is the best I can do. Thanks to parental units. (m)

JY