Tick -Tock

Tick-tock, tick-tock. Two months has passed. So far, so good.
I'll keep on threading, carefully now.

Time goes by so slowly for those who wait...

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Chris is on MSN! haven't talked to him in a while. I told him I was getting quite used to prefect's life, and then he turned cold. He said I used to stand up and fight for everything i want. He said I've changed. WTF? What Im doing now is getting used to prefect's life.I'm just trying to make my life more livable. What's wrong with that? That doesnt mean I'm becoming one of them. There's suddenly this huge gap between us. What's wrong with you?


Damn dissapointed.
Choc helps.

Valentine's

It seems almost weird to say that I've given him up. I mean, heck, I've been trying like what before, and I just can't do it. And this time, I'm not even trying. (On Valentine's, too.) I was looking at all our pictures -- OK, fine. -- his pictures, and I suddenly came to my senses, and I deleted them. And I don't feel nothing. >=)

I waited one whole day for a certain message today. It didn't come. Check phone : no messages. Check phone again : Still no messages. Was dead dissapointed.

P/S : Thanks honeys and darlings. You have a happy Valentine's too. xoxo

Vulgarity... ...rocks.

Was dutying at 1G, and the students so sipek guai, so me, Kenny, Weng Seng, Kah Wei,Sang Wei and Nigel talked talked talked talked talked talked... ...

All : *Dirty things dirty things dirty things dirty things dirty things dirty things... ...*
Me : Weyy, I'm a girl kay?
Kah Wei : You know what we're talking about mer?
Kenny : You're so 'siwen bai lei', sure dunno lar.
Kah Wei : Know also don't dare say lar.
Me : Fuck you.
All : *Speechless*
Me : >=)

My focking God, they seriously think all girls are saints or something.

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Broke-up with CL. At first I was shit worried that he might cry or whatever, but then there was no effect whatsoever. Then there was marching practise later at 3pm. So I lingered in Prefects Room for a bit. They were all talking and joking around and playing. It was kinda fun. Marching was surprisingly not bad too. I'm under Kenny, which meant good news. He never quite dared to bully me, I bully him. You should have heard him during practise. "Jia Ying, okay or not?" "Jia Ying, you need to rest?" Anyways, I totally forgot about CL and all that. ish, felt a bit guilty that I seriously don't feel a thing. Serves him right. Hmph. But I'm gonna feel a bit awkward in class.

On the other hand, I'm a bit slow on my homework pile. I tend to leave unfinished homework to the next day. I wake up earlier and complete them, I do them in classes, I take them to tuition and finish them. This results in me feeling really sleepy in class, and this results in me pinching my hand not to fall asleep. The pinch marks are visible all over my left hand now. Someone thought I kena 'deraan fisikal'. Cute.

I'm getting really sick and tired of everyone. No one seem to be giving me a break. Mum is nagging me almost on everything and everywhere now. And they've hide my phone in the car to prevent me using it. I'm not able to take it out in my blog because I don't really have the time. I falling behind in classes, I don't really understand most of what they're saying. And to top it all up, I heard someone say the other day: 'Nah, this prefect lo, can bully one, never mind.' Fock. What was that?! Nah, mid finger lah. The only time I get to enjoy now are a few stolen moments in the bathroom listening to my audio book, during mealtimes when mum's mouth is full so that she can't talk, in class where I have a few seconds of talk with CS, or in the prefect's room after school, where someone might come and make me laugh. I easily the noisiest prefect, (they're so guai), so now I'm quite popular. See? I'm so adorable. *laughs*

'Life goes on.'

!!i!!

I've just heard (Well, okay, read) this exellent verse from CS's blog.

"I wish I was born with millions of middle fingers.

However, God just gave me two."

CS!!!
You are so becoming my hero.

Cracked

Was an afternoon too bared so I surfed the net and I found... ...

Japanese shit

I was freaked out like shit.
What the fock was that?!
Enjoy!

These is seriously something shit-wrong with Japanese.

Mushy-mushy

I'm feeling so soft and mushy now. He's been(Awww...) so nice to me, I feel so sorry to disappoint him. He wants a kisssss. So sweet!!! AND he's so flirty!!! Grrr... Gimme back my phone. Throughout the day he's been hinting me, wanting me to go places with him alone. Ish, I'm clever enough to always bring someone along.

And what about you? Thanks for helping me out in all the tight spots. And always finding time to talk to me. Awww... He knows I don't like marching, but he's trying to persuade me otherwise. One thing I know is you'll never really quite be angry whatever I do. He rarely smiles, but when he does, he's soooo CUTE!!!

The advantages of being in a co-ed school.

What?! Another one?! I don't mind, keep'em coming...

Tagged by Joellaaaaa...

Joella tagged me and hinted I wouldn't post back, soooo....

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?

YES

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2. How about drinking?

I suppose I don't mind, as I like drinking myself. Just don't come home drunk every night. (Unless it's with me!)

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3. Do you like someone you can't have?

Everyone does.

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4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

Depends on who it is, I suppose.

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5. What's your favourite sport?

Swimming

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6. It's Saturday night, you're home alone... what do you do?

Dance naked in front of the living hall mirror.

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7. Do you like roller coasters?

Not extreme ones.

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8. When is the perfect time to have a bf/gf?

18
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9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

I wouldn't want to, but since you asked, Kim Jeong Hoon!

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10. What are you doing this weekend?

Preparing for a performance in an Old Folk's Home.

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11. What is your favourite restaurant?

Coffee Bean.(Does it count as a restaurant?)

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12. Have you ever hugged someone?

Erm, yes, lots of people.

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13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?

NO.

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14. Do you like anyone right now?

Loads.

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15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

His eyes.

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16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?

Beach!!!

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17. What kind of phone do you have?

A flip phone...

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18. Computer or Laptop?

Laptop

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19. Jeans or Sweats?

Jeans

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20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?

2008.

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21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?

16

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22. What should you be doing right now?

Studying.

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23. What is your favourite TV show?

One Million Stars.

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24. What's been your last purchase?

Canteen food in school.
(Definately not worth the money)

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25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?

NO.

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26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?

Erm, yes. The day I got distinction for my ICAS English…

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27. What do you do when you're at home?

Listen to my i-Pod.

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28. What is your favourite subject?

English.

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29. What's the best thing that happened to you?

"I wanna thank my Mum and Dad for giving birth to me..."

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30. 8 person to tag:

Ruo Yun
Chiu Sien
Joella
Ruo Yun
Chiu Sien
Joella
Ruo Yun
Chiu Sien

When I'm 18...

Here are a list of things I'll definitely do once I turn 18; Mum just gave me a nagging and I'm pretty fed-up with it.

List of things I'll do once I turn 18:

~Flirt
Hey, flirting doesn't necessarily mean jumping in bed with a guy. I've seen in movies of pretty girls just batting their eyelashes at a guy then walk away. That's pretty cool.

~Go clubbing
Seriously, this is a must do. Maybe I'll go on my birthday, with a bunch of friends, of course.

~Drink
This is a combination with the above. Not shandy or beer; I've had those. Drink as in drink Bloody Mary and Tequila and Sex on the Beach and Whisky and Dry Martini and Gin and Tonic and Brandy with Coke and Butter Scotch and Vodka and Rum and My Fair lady and Gin Fizz and Blue Hawaii and... ... ... ...

~Drive
Then I can go anywhere I want without mum asking me where I'm going, what time I'll be back and who I'm with.

~Go sun-bathing in a bikini
Yeah... ... Well, I do have 1 now, (RY gave me yesterday in tuition), but i doubt I'll be wearing it.

~Buy a new phone with a new SIM card
Mum just nagged the shit outta me because my phone bill is a lil' outta budget. And when I said this wouldn't have happened if she would just let me use a prepaid line... ... Well, I think you get the point.

And of course... ...

~Watch a PG18/PL18/SX18 movie in a cinema
Do I have to say anymore?

*P/S: I'm tempted to say move out of the house, but Dad has been reasonably nice to me these few weeks, so I'll hold my tongue and see how it goes.