&%^#@!?!*&^$%#

Seriously, I'm so pissed off now. I've specificly ask my brother to wait for me if he's gonna watch 'Run, Fat Boy, Run'. I have just walked into his room, and found him halfway through the movie already.

I'm feeling so dark and twisted; I hate everyone.

Gamble Addict

I seem to understand why some people like gambling so much. It's so easy to get addicted to. CNY is here again and every year we go to our grandmother's house to -- gamble. In my opinion, I seem to be a bit extreme this year, compared to the rest of course, because I'm now a bit addicted. Yesterday I took out around RM2.40 to gamble. We played chor tai di first, and I only won 3 times. (It's not that I'm bad, I just got really terrible cards. Honest!) But at the third win, I won really quick and they all had to pay me back double, and I actually won up to RM4-something. We stopped there to help Ahma out a bit, stamping cans flat.(It's actually a great way to practise stepping.) But then my cousin brother introduce a new game, Polish, and I, well, got addicted to it. By the end of the day, I'm left with ------- 30 cents. Thank goodness we're gambling only by cents. I'm going to my grandma's house again later, and I'm definately going to gamble again. But I swear to myself this habit stays in the festive seasons only. =)

CNY

Yay! First day of CNY! Wanna know why I'm so excited? Because I'm low on budget. And CNY means ---- MONEY!!! So, Yay!

Morning is just like how we do it every year. Wake up early, clean up, wear pretty clothes, have breakfast, collect ang pow from Papa and Mummy, then wait for the rest of the family to arrive. They are seriously late this year, they said they'll be here by 9 o'clock, it was already 11 when they got here. But then again, when have they ever been on time? By noon, I have a fresh and crisp RM440. That cheers me up, alot. Then off we went to Ah zhor's place. They've actually moved to a flat, so it wasn't that hot anymore.(They use to live in an atap house.) We stayed there for around 2 hrs, and only got RM14. Disappointing. But I always make sure I take most advantage of any situation. I got RM14 + lots of Choc cookies + lots of candy + lots of CNY delicacies. >=)

Happy CNY, suckers!

Nyahahahahaa!!!

Pictures Gallore

It's New Year's eve, we've finished with our steamboat and we were bored, soooooo... ...

Ughh...

Smiles painfully

'Not another picture?'












'AHA!!'

There, I've found a relatively-not-bad-looking picture of my brother - okay, fine - of us.

He's really not that bad looking, honestly. I don't know why he thinks he's ugly.

3C

Now this feels more like home.

-.-

Arghh!!! Benjamin!!! I hate you!!!
You've forgotten me!! I had to wait for my grandpa who drives at 40mph... And I was nearly late for tuition.
*mid finger* Hmph, this is for you. Pui!

Ahh...

Seriously, babies are so abso-fucking-lutely cute!

First day of school

"Why do I have this feeling that today is not my day?"

Oh, yeah. First day of school. Definately not my day. Woke up and dressed up and mum drop me off to school. We falled-in in the prefects room. After a short brief, I went upstairs to where I'm supposed to be dutying. Cicak gave me a look that clearly stated she doesn't want me. BUT, she was actually being nice to me. That's a good start.

Went back to class(thanks CS for saving me a seat), then listen to the teacher babble, then it's time to choose moniters. They're having trouble finding one, and that gives me a grim satisfaction. >=) Congrats CS for being moniter! Don't worry, I'll help you. Hmm, form teacher not a person to cross; better do all her HW first. I decided I'd check out who's stuck in the same class with me, so I turned my head, and the first person I see is CL. Oh, great. HIM?! Out of all people? Have a nice year, JY.

Duty was a bore, but I got through just fine. I forgot to go ut of class early, so no breakfast for me. =( Was scolded by oyster, together with a couple of new prefects. *grimace* Back to class again.

Next up is chemistry. After this lesson, me and CS figured we can qualify to be top english teachers. "Clrass, my name is Pn. Lim Saw Ling" (ahaha, scratch breasts) "Now, does all of you understand engrish? Okay? Okay." "Please reef through the lules and strick them in your plactical books" "Don't just sit there and starling at me, you can laise your hand and ask me questions." Me and CS were trying so hard to refrain from laughing, our faces were red.

Halfway through BM, the highly-edued-fella ask all prefects to go down for a 'short' brief. I only returned to class an hour later, with my arms and legs aching. BC was tiring; the lady forced every inch of concentration out of me. (I have actually manage to get through the day ignoring CL, seeing that he's ignoring me as well. Surprisingly it's not that bad.)

Mum only came at 2:15, so I spend the hour trying not to fall asleep. Went to buy prefects full-u as they only gave me until friday to get it. Reached home (finally) at 4. After I freshten up, did 3 hours of study.

At 9:30, I ploped down on my bed, dead beat. Mum forgot to give me back my iPod, and I didn't dare ask for it, so, another night without music.

I made it through the first day just fine. So, what happens next?

P/S : Look on the bright side, there's Chemistry tomorrow. I'll try not to snigger that much.

End of holidays

School is starting tomorrow, and I'm a prefect tomorrow. Suprisingly, I actually feel relieved to be going back to school. Going back to school means less time at home, less time facing my Dad. And there are these ready made reasons if I don't feel like going home. Projects, Folios, prefects meetings, extra classes... ... Now home doesn't feel like home anymore. I feel more tense and all that whenever I get home instead. At school at least I have friends. Owh, but wait. I'm a prefect now, and everyone hate prefects. Gotta love haters, eh?

My life is turning out great now.

So great.

Missus

I miss you; hurry up and come back.

Emo-ish

I have every reason to be emo now. I live near the sea, you know. You'd have think my parents would mind my feelings just a little bit more. I could walk straight into the sea and drown myself. Owh, but I forgot, that would just make you happy you have one less burden to take care of.

Owh, don't mind me.

I'm just being emo.

Loveees

CS wrote about all her besties on her blog, including me. (I don't talk about sex that much okaay..) So I guess I'll write back about all my besties including her.

CS a.k.a Zhor Deng
Girl, how to describe you harr? Okay, you're freaking tall and skinny, and I'm jealous. I want your figure, but you can keep your breasts. Mwahahahahh!! Okay okay. I think you are a great friend, and I like you because you are honest about your feelings. You tell it like it is. And you're a great listener when I have rants. And you are VERY open, which means you talk about sex a lot. Sorry we're always teasing you, truth is you're a great friend.

RY a.k.a Colgate
I hate you because you're just too cute. You're just... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...too cute. Thanks for your teddy bear, but I hug ka nearly pengek ki laiw worr... ...

Joella(no nicknames here)
After 6 years of friendship and I still have to tell you how very special you are? But sometimes I wish you weren't always so busy. You're always in band when I want to talk to you. Buds forever!

Meng Chern
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude, come back often kay? Keep your promise.

There are so many people in my life to make it special. Some of you are like icing on a plain cake, if you get what I mean. And you guys have encourage me and motivate me and help me in the hardest of times. Without you guys my life would be boring. And although I don't mention most of you here... ...Erm, am I talking(or typing) too much? My bad, I should cut the crap.

I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!

There. 4 simple words says it all.

When the clock strikes 12...

I went to the Queensbay countdown party yesterday. It wasn’t as great as I thought it would be. There was something wrong with the crowd. There are quite a lot of people, but they’re just sooo quiet. I went with my brother. Met with Jia Yi on the way; he’s living in Gold Coast. Later I met Wan Lyn too. I hope they accidentally met; there would be gossip to talk about then. Anyways, my brother told me the point of being in a crowd is to be anonymous, so we went our separate ways. I did meet a few friends, including one that sprayed aerosol all over my shirt. >.< Oooohh, and guess who I met? F5!! He was holding some other girl’s hand. He walked off in the opposite direction the minute he saw me. Heeheee, definitely have to tell RY. (Wonder who the unfortunate girl is?)

Like I said, the party wasn’t at all great. Bosco Wong made a special appearance; I have expected quite a lot of fans to turn up, but, surprise surprise. Anyways, the countdown started from 6, 5, 4, then another 4, then 3, 2, 1… … There weren't even shouting. Then fireworks blasted up above. It was… … Well, I’ve seen more impressive ones. All in all, the countdown party sucks.

Never mind the countdown party, I called him right before the countdown begin; he was getting ready to sleep (he sounds cute when he’s sleepy) . Mum’s gonna ask lots of questions when the phone bill arrives, but never mind, my needs have been fulfilled.

I walked home alone, and sneaked a cup of whiskey into my room. And I had my own tiny celebration. All by myself. I think I got drunk. Not as in really drunk, mind, I was still sober, but I was a bit messed up in da head. Want me to tell you what I did? Make me. (Grins in satisfaction).

Cheers, everyone.
Happy new year.