i finished 'Flowers For Algernon' by Daniel Keyes. i have to say it's a pretty good book, but it took me longer than usual to finish it. i haven't properly finish a book since 2009, like seriously. last year cuz of SPMs mostly i jump through chapters of favourite books, short stories collections, compilations etc. mostly i rely on audiobooks, but it really isn't like real reading. *digress*

so finishing 'Flowers for Algernon' somewhat makes me feel heavy. its the story i suppose, and the way that it was written. the writing style grows with the inclining plot, like the spelling corrections and the punctuations as Charlie's IQ raises. and i like the ending, it's unexpected.
... ok why does this feel like i'm making a review about the book? -.-

dot dot dots. these days i feel very easily pissed off and i'm feeling a bit sick. this afternoon i was super hungry, ordered rice. but when the food came i looked at it and felt like puking. what the toot is wrong with me? i think i'm going to be sick.

i'm not sure about anything anymore. thank you for making me smile all this while, but i'm afraid it will turn into something more. i think what i feel is right, but u might not think this way. i don't know what is real anymore. baby make it real for me please.

JY

Ok i really have nothing to talk about; mainly i just wanna push down the 'thats it' post. Imagine people come read and the first thing they see is 'Thats it. Enough is enough.' So solemn and unfriendly-looking.

Sigh, i would have thought that after SPMs i would be updating my blog like mad cuz i'd finally have the time to actually sit down and type. Wrong wrong wrong. When i was busy i'd have loads of feelings and complaints and rants and a lot of updates. You see i'm now doing nothing(yet) and so i'm not feeling like anything and i literaly have nothing to talk about. You see! Even this sounds bullshitty and long winded. But nevermind.

12th Jan. Went backpacking with the brother and AJ. We were supposed to follow the heritage trail but we ended up walking along Armenian Street only then walked to Fort Cornwallis. I didn't planned this trip for a very long time, it was super spontaneous; i just felt like exploring Penang for a bit and so the next day we went. So unlike me. I'm too lazy for details, but pictures are in my Facebook. Oh yes, we discovered a second hand bookshop in Penang! Excited excited excited. Am going ASAP.

13th Jan. Accompanied the brother to British Counsil and Studylink for enquiries; i thought it was gonna take so freaking long so i lepas someone's aeroplane. But in the end we finished everything before 3 so we ended up in 1st Avenue for 'great day'. I felt pretty good after that cuz the brother was reluctant to watch it and i convienced him. When we came out he ate his words and said it was a really good movie. I was all like :D

So i sort of felt sort of emo last night. The offer from Uni of Tasmania came for my brother like finally. I was happy for him and all, but all the same i was feeling sort of emo cuz it means he'll be leaving in less than 3 weeks. :'( *sniff* My brother has been coming and going for 7 years now, ever since he started high school, but somehow this time's leaving seemed more real cuz he has been home for the last half a year, and this is the furthest away he'll be going. And then through all the emoness i remember i'll be leaving next year too, for my degree, and i get even more emo. What the hell is wrong with me. But credits to someone i went to sleep in a good mood. :)

So excuse me for this totally pointless rant post, but i really have nothing else to say.

JY

THAT'S IT. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
My Facebook account, my Twitter page, My blog. They are an outpost of my moods and feelings, laments and rants from my non-existent life. I never opposed to anyone reading my blog before, I even 'friended' family, relatives, family friends, teachers, etc on Facebook - WHICH MOST PEOPLE MY AGE REFUSE TO DO - and I think that gesture alone is a sign of my respect to you; I don't only want you to look upon me as a niece, a cousin, a younger generation in the family, but also as a friend. So please. Please please please, don't destroy the bit of respect I have for you. Social networks are to let people know what you are up to, a thread to connect us all, a place to keep in touch. I let people know what I am doing in my life, BUT YOU DON'T EFFING REPORT TO THE WORLD MY EVERY SINGLE STATUS AND POST. Seriously, if you guys like to spread news that much, go work in a newspaper company. I statused that I'm currently looking for a part time job, the next day, EVERY FAMILY MEMBER IS DISCUSSING IT BEHIND MY BACK. I don't mind if you ask me about it in front of me, but nooooo. You talk about it behind my back, and then twists the truth, come up with your own clever conclusion, and continue spreading the manipulated news. Seriously, I thought these things only happen in high school and movies. Have you ever considered the fact that if you are actually important enough or that IT IS ACTUALLY YOUR BUSINESS AT ALL, I WOULD TELL YOU PERSONALLY. So please, don't breach the respect that I have for you all.

And for the last time, stop being so over-protective/over-sensitive. I don't open up my private life in social networks, I preserve an appropriate amount of privacy. I don't tell the world "I have my period today! It's late :( "or "who who who kissed me!" or "I have 36F boobies!" or "I live in 123, Lorong kulit, 45600. Come rob me! ;) " Jesus Christ (sowee) chillax, people.

ps: If you're so lame that you are actually wondering whether someone really kissed me today or whether I indeed got my period late, you are SERIOUSLY being over-protective/over-sensitive and I will be careful NEVER to tell you even a single detail of my life ever again.

STOP STALKING ME.
Thankyouverymuch.

JY

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

Sorry this is so damn late; but it's so boring that I don't feel like updating. It's been like hell these days, like living under a well. Grandma's birthday dinner went okay, the family photos are (pffft!) dark and not nice cuz we didn't go to a studio(I am tempted but I'm not gonna say I told you so to the mother's face), and the cousins and aunts went back to KL. Carb fest OVAHHH! Oh, speaking of which, I so need to lose the pounds I packed on these few days. *guilty much* =/ Been watching Marry Me, Mary for the past few days. Quite good I guess. Other than that not really doing anything much. Ok, I've got nothing else to say for now; I'm gonna go continue doing nothing. To those of you who's been living an interesting life, BOO ON YOU! ;p

JY