Fuck Dad

Academics
- Do extra studies at least 7 hrs a week
- Get High Distinction in the ICAS English
- Average placing below 90
- To know roughly what direction to go after form 5
- Upgrade my reading material

Health
- Maintain my weight
- Jump more so as to grow taller
- Try to eat breakfast every morning
- Go to the gym at least once a week

Life Style
- Clean my room at least once a week
- Improve self-cleanliness
- Improve on budgeting
- Wake up earlier when I can

Extras
- Remain in touch with old friends
- Keep updated of the daily news
- Wrap every book I treasure
- Actually finish reading books that I buy


This are my actual aims for next year. But at every year's family meeting, we get fucked up pretty bad. So, me, being so sek zhor, typed out another copy of my aims, and edited it a bit. Okay, a LOT. For exp, I cut out everything non-academic, then I elaborate sehingga sangat hiperbola about how I want to improve on my studies.

But then at the meeting, I was a bit shocked. He was not only strict this time, he was harsh. And to mum too(Grrr.). Do you wanna know the conclusion of the meeting? Everyone was wrong, and he was right. Next year will be a tough year for me, because my phone will be consficated, I'll be banned from the cinema, and absolutely no music for me. Dad came up with this. He says I have to do 9 hrs a week+all my tuitions. He says he'll tie me to the chair if he has to. To top it up, I'm a puifat.

Don't I really hate Dad now.
Fuck you.

PMR results

I suck.


Early morning I woke up and I think :'Oh, Shit.' Got ready and went to school at around 10. We gathered in the hall; saw everyone with super-long hair. Apparently, we're supposed to wear school uniform; I wore school Tshirt and jeans; but the high-edued fella said my attire can be accepted, so, *sigh in relieve*. Saw CL and I don't really feel like talking to him, so I ignored him. Heh, I'm evil. So anyway, the high-edued fella just talked for a long time, trying to drag time. Now I'm dragging my time. I got 4A's and 4B's.


I told you : I suck.

Go on, rub it in.

You know you want to.

Rants

These few years are the years that will determine our personality later on;

I'm your daughter, are you sure you wanna destroy me just like that?

'Chris't-mas

Christmas this year turned out to be just so-so. At least it isn't bad. We rented the snooker table and ordered pizzas. Then I called everyone over for a little Christmas party. It went on pretty well and only ended at around 12. After that, dad's attitude changed immediately and ask us all to slave around, washing dishes, cleaning up the living room, etc etc. Ah, well, no day is a perfect day, I guess.

When I finally retreated into my room later, I suddenly just feel this pang of emotion, and I just miss him so much.

Hurry up and come back. I miss you.

I'm back, guys.

I've just come back from a trip to Shanghai. Suprisingly, it turned out very good, considering the things that happened during the holidays. Dad has just crush my 2 months holidays into dust. I so hate him now. But at leat he's still in a good mood.

*a little while later*
RY and CS has just told me the results are coming out tomorrow. owh, great. Just great. Just what I need to crush my dad's good mood and start my life in hell. Happy Chrismas.

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OH. MY. GOD. I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!

OMG, I'M SO EXCITED!!!

OMG, I'm so excited!

I'm so excited!

I'm excited!

I'm excited...

Or am I?

Do I really wanna go?

Winnie and me

We design T-shirts.

We jump on beds.

We act crazy.

We take pictures.

And we SHOP.

I've just realise the last time I talked to her, excluding this time, is at a family function. And I was struggling to find a topic.

People have to bond to... ...bond.

Shop, Shop, Shop!

Erm, went to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with CS. Just the two of us in a shopping mall with lots of SALES without parents and with CA$H and camera, the only thing we can do(or we wanna do) is shop, eat, and vained ourselves. Mwahahah! Here is de holey pictures.

The chrismas-tree figure

"Wey!! I have breasts okay!"

She didn't actually know she had icing on her mouth until I showed her this picture.

War zone

Today the war starts. Officially. The war zone is in various shopping malls in KL. And I am on the front line. Mwahahahaz!!!

Today I start with Bangsar village. We went there cause my cous wanted to get a trench coat; she's going to France, I'm so fucking jealous. I don't care, I wanna study abroad, I wanna study in countries that snow, so that I get to buy and wear pretty winter coats. Anyways, went there with cous, Mama, Mum, and Ahma. Ahma so cute! She kept saying: ' Don't care about me, I can keep up, you just walk, you don't think I'm old I can't keep up...'

Results:
Cous : 1 trench coat(Zara) , 1 woolen jacket(Zara) , Korean style outer wear(Zara)
Mama : 1 trench coat(G2000) , 1 turtle neck(G2000) , Blouse(Zara)
Mum : Singlet(G2000)
Me : Shirt(G2000)

I got the cheapest 1; my shirt was only RM29.90. But all of our things add up together is... ...(CHIANG CHIANG!!) ... ... more that RM1800!!

-VICTORY!!!-

BACK OFF!!!

I'm positively sulking now. I just found out all my friends are having a very nice time going out with friends and watching movies and doing all sort of things they like. While I ... am stuck at home reading anteeChen, revising the 3 sciences,going to form4 tuitions, and practising add maths - all thanks to my Dad. So, you guys are having fun, are you? While I get stuck at home fearing the time my Dad comes home. I have to wake up early everyday to study and you guys sleep until as late as you want. I go for tuitions while you guys go shopping. To add it all up, I've just found out Bernessa is sucssesful in transfering to Fairview International School, my dream school since last year when I found out they have a branch in Penang. What the FUCK?! I needed that! She doesn't even study properly. I deserve this break more that anyone else!! I've been working my ass off me while she has been slacking off with her bitchy friends. I need this break! Life isn't fair.

And now, I receive a message from CS telling me she has to go home from KL on the 6th.What the fuck, I've had enough bad news. Fuck off, all of you people.






*I'm so sorry if I have offended anyone, but I'm so fucking pissed off now.

Blogger rocks!

Honestly, Blogger rocks. They have this function that allows you to change the date and time of your posts. For example, I'm typing this on 19/11/08, but I've change the date of the post to 26/11/08. I press publish post, and on 26/11/08, POOF! the post appears. That's how I've been updating my blog without visiting it once every few days; I simply update about once every fortnight. Thank you, blogger.


Happy blogging.

Babies

I'm starting to fall in love with babies. I was bored so I search 'cute baby pics', and the results...




5th placing :

4th placing :

3rd placing :

2nd placing :

1st placing :

(This one is extra for your eyes)

Yay me!

I really like the way I write now. I think I've improve my blogging skills. I don't really care how others think; I like the way I am now.




~BIG SMILE~

=)

Sheesh...

I was gonna go to the beach tomorrow. Then mum says no, we're not going because blah blah blah blah... My god, I hate it when she does that. So, I ended up sulking like a little kid. *sighs* ONLY, I get to do things little kids don't get to do. Coincidentally, dad opened a La Cuvee Mythique 1997, so I poured myself a cupful and drank the whole glass down. Too bad there's no hotties for me to drunk-shag (You know, some people have sex when they feel bad.).

All in all, it has been a terrible day. Morning I woke up to mum's knocking on the door(Iwashotanditookofallmyclothesandsleptnakedsoihavetolockthedoor.) AND I have a terrible headache. Today I finished the sudoku in the paper in around 20 minutes; I normally finished in 10; and that pissed me off too. At 11, mum says she wants to eat garlic bread, again, so I had to get my hands smelly to satisfy her taste buds. (she'd better leave me lot's of money in her will) Afterwards, as she had very kindly remind me at least 3 times -- I have add maths tuition.

Suprisingly, tuition wasn't that bad. L.L.Tan was ranting dirty stuff as usual, but this time it's actually funny. He was talking about how he doesn't know what 'orgasm' means when he was young and he went aound asking everyone, you should have heard him saying how... ...Ahem, never mind.

Then at night came the news that I can't go to the beach. Sheesh, what a bad day.

The Show

I first heard this song on RY's blog, and I thought it was so goddamn annoying... And then I started to hum the song in the toilet, when I was showering, when I was bored, etc. So now I have the annoying song stuck in my annoying head. Great. No, wait, my head is not annoying.


I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

Repeat Chorus

Just enjoy the show

Repeat chorus

dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back x3
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back x3
Just enjoy the show.

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